I hate waiting

It'll be 9 weeks tomorrow since we were submitted to court. They went to check on it today, but the judge was sick. They'll check again tomorrow, and then the next day, and the next.... I know my last post was all about not worrying. I'm not worried, I'm irritated- that's not the same thing right?? :) I do know it's in His timing. But I'm having a hard time with my brain telling my heart that I can wait to meet my son. He's been waiting almost 2 years. Hasn't he waited enough?? OK- done with my bad attitude post. I will now go out and enjoy this beautiful afternoon with my 5 year old.